you have to ask yourself if that life is worth enough to you to put that sentiment aside and fight against it.
you have to ask yourself this, if us is worth it?

it's worth knowing how it ends, and I expect that in order to do that, I'll keep fighting to see where we end up in the future.

I just want to take the time to tell you that I really am grateful for you; I know I get into my self destructive mode and it's a vicious cycle but you're the only person who not only gets me but still actively wants to be in my life